Greetings fellow Deviants!
Seeing as I've got 37 photos/poems up now - thought it was time for me to introduce myself...

I go by the name of Rachel (or Demeter) and live in Torquay (SW of the UK).

I've been writting poetry since I was 16 and in total, I've written about 40. I hope one day to get some publisghed, but don't know how to do about it!
I do modelling too - part-time, which I love doing.

In my 21 years on this planet, I've moved 19 times. Up and down the UK, in the USA and when I was 18 travelled to New Zealand.

I've suffered 3 Near death Experiences. 2 Brain Haemorrages (1 when born, the other in NZ - I lost my taste and smell and still don't have it). My other NDE was falling 25ft, somersaluting twice, landing on my head and just having bruises.

I've been 'depressed' since 16 - and that was when I turned to Self Injury and my poetry as a release.

Because of all I've been through (And I'm not being all 'oh woe is me') I try to help people in any way I can and really feel peoples pain... I created an MSN group while as college called BladesofBlood that now has about 200 members.

I'm a very spiritual person and know lots of my pastlives and my spirit guides. One of whom is amazing and I love her immensly. Because of her I wouldn't be here now - and I have to tattoos in her honour. She's an Egyptian Goddess, Isis -and whereas soul guides change, she is always with me, protecting me and guiding me...

I am psychic myself, though I don't know the strength of my own mind.
I'm into crystals/tarot/dowsing, etc.

Um...
Im very open/honest/sensitive (I cry way to much). I'm also very in touch with myself - I love being who I am as much as I hate it...

People - I love them and hate them too... I see humanity as amazing and in a way special, but also as a germ almost. We take over, pollute, destory our planet and eachother and WHY? I think of this always... I believe in Mother Earth and Mother Nature - and they are crying for us to stop what we do - but do we listen? Few of us do. When I was 16 I wrote a letter to the UK PM - Tony Blair about cancelling world debt... and I got a reply!

Don't want to ramble to much and bore you to death...
But if anyone has any questions or whatever - you know where I am.
Love, Light and Darkness -
Rach xx